hallo blogger...its now 12.44 am n tomorrow aku de exam...aku ngah study skg ni.....but x leh msok..bkn sbb last minute study tp de sumtink yg bwat aku jiwe kacau..errkkk!!!! sakit okies...yess..ati ni sakit gile.....smpai rase nk nages, nk hurt myself sbb nk reduce kn sakit kat ati ni..serius.....aku hampir2 ilang focus utk paper esok....
see what i see??i see my broken heart...shit man!! frust again...but this time not with MY LOVER but with HIM.....adoii...sakitnyer...hmmm.....ntah la....aku x taw nk story kat sape...coz i'm happy go lucky grl who just live with happiness....bile camni jd, aku cam huru hare..x bleh handle dri....nk keep crying...its hurt me so fuckin damn much okies.....adoii sakit sgt2...
hmmm...dia dtg dlm idop aku....and make me so comfortable with him....kenal dy for almost 6 month n i think i luv him..bkn luv cinta.....but luv as a bestie....coz i know, dy da de gf......i always wanna be a great2 fren to him....aku nk dy taw, aku la kwn paling baek dy penah ade.....tp bile somtink happen, he juz left camtu...serious aku x keruan.....sehat ke, sakit ke...aku x taw.....aku cam manusia bahalol juz keep waiting A TEXT from him...tp harammm...xdaknyer dy nk msj aku...pe mknenyer??its over btween us?maybe...hurrrmmmm
fr a week aku cam org gile....tnggu punye tggu..nothing gak......ku pujok ati ni...dy bz kot...yaaa.....dy maybe bz...with his life, his gf, his work..yaaa...aku ni sape??hahaha..x sedar dri btol....ko sape abby?? u re NOTHING k abby....jgn nk prasan...yaaa...
every time hp ni berbunyik, ku harap dy yg text me..bile bkn, frust gile dowh...and once dy msj, aku gmbire sgt2..but aku da ckp ngn dri aku no more him in my life....yaaaa..NO MORE....stop it....aku x nk ade pape ngn dy....biar ku sakit skg...jgn sakit kemudian hari......i have too.....sorry honey...i'm DELETING u from my memory, life and soul!!
Saba ehh sayangg (:
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